It is FRIDAY!!

I am so happy today is here! This morning I finished my math test, which I was really nervous about and thought I was going to do horrible! But afterwards I think I did okay even though every time I say that I do bad :( always works out that way. Then I had to go meet this random guy at the tiger den to get my brothers phone ( brock family has a habit of losing there phones :)) So now I am here writing my last blog! yay! Then I think I am going to take a nap, like I usually do almost every day, or go to a friends house to pass the time by, for Josh is coming home TONIGHT! Can not believe I get to say that after freaking three months! I am so happy today has come! The only thing is I have no idea when he will be here tonight. All I know it will be after I get out of a art gallery I have to go to... but that is in like seven hours! Not long! but today is def. going by really slow, that always happens too! I am so excited right now! It is going to feel so good finally huging him and kissing him again! And the best thing is tonight I have him al to my self! no one is going to bother us and we can talk about everything! Thank god. I wonder what he looks like? Is he going to look the same? Or different? All I know is he gained muscle and is tan, so he probably looks good. lol Well I guess that is it for my last blog. This actually helped me alittle with my writing, so I got something out of it! :)

earthquake

Well last night while I was sleeping, I suddenly woke up and felt like I was moving.. Then I realized it was an earthquake.. It kinda freaked me out because Memphis is on a plate that will move any day now, for it is due in this time period. It is suppose to be a huge on where it can do a lot of damage like the one in china about a decade ago where the streets were overlapping one another, buildings fell to pieces, and cracks wre in the ground. Hopefully it nevers happens because I do not want to be here when it does. So after I realized it was just a small one, I fell back to sleep but I can not believe I actually felt one. It is so weird becasue every thing around me was moving along with me. I always wondered what it felt like. There has been a few here before but never felt it but last night a lot of people realized what it was. So I am glad I am not imagining it or dreamed it happened. Even though none of my friends felt it neither did any of my family, who slept through the whole thing. So everyone thought I was just joking but it is on the news saying "did you feel it?" so whatever. It was big enough to wake me up and enough people in Memphis.

i hate this movie

For those who have not seen the movie "the mist" and do want to see it, I advise you not to but if you still want to do not read this blog for I might ruin it. Well I went and saw this movie at my friends house and it was okay, a little scary but I absolutely hated it!! The whole story of the movie sucks. People get stuck in a grocery store and can not go out side, for its fogging and they might get attacked or eaten by insects! How stupid. They were bigger than humans and spiders shot out acid. It was also gross because this one scene the spiders laid eggs in a human body and then it breaks apart while hundreds of baby spiders crawl out attacking everyone else! I really wanted to stop watching the movie but being me I had to finish to see what happens... Which I wished I didn't. The end of the movie pissed me off so bad I actually screamed at the TV! (now if you haven't seen it and still want to stop reading because I am about to give away the movie) A bunch of people get together and run outside to get into a car to see how far they can go to beat the fog. A few people die but 5 people get into the car safely. They drive for a long time and then of course they run out of gas. So the guy in the driver seat thinks the best thing to do is shoot everyone but there are only 4 bullets and 5 people. So being the so call bigger persons he shoots everyone including his little boy and girl friend. Then he gets pissed off and gets out of the car to die by the insects.... You hear noise, so you think he is about to die but no... instead it is the U.S military comes and is putting the mist out..... So if he freaking waited about 2 minutes they could of been saved! HOW GAY IS THAT! That movie def pissed me off!! oh and make things worst.. I started to go home and while I open the door I see that it is extremely foggy out and I can not see anything! Whats the odd in that!!!!

summer!

omg! I can not wait til summer! It's right around the corner! School is almost over, less than a week left. It is going to feel so good to get everything done with and have no stress on me! I hate being stressed, I feel like crap all the time and that I always forget something. Once I get all of my work done, I am free... until next semester but that is months away... I can't wait to sleep in almost every day, go swimming while getting a tan, going on road trips with friends, and pretty much staying up when ever I want and not have to worry about getting up i the morning. Also going to the lake and water ski or even to the beach, probably Florida like always. Also all of my good friends who are going to school out of state are coming back into town. Plus I will save so much money on gas! It def takes a lot just to go to school and back! That is def. good!
Another thing is shopping for summer clothes! They are def the cutest and it is finally getting warm outside! Wearing flip flops every day or no shoes, going outside with shorts on, it feels so good! I seriously can not wait. This summer is going to be so much fun! I just hope josh is not away the whole time, that would suck! Other than that this summer is going to be so much fun!

unexpected call

It was Sunday afternoon just got to work and was def already bored within an hour into the day. I was sitting there coloring, since no customers were in the store at the time, and suddenly I see my phone vibrate. Someone one was calling me from a 834 number and usually I don't answer numbers I don't know. So I looked it up real fast and it said the number was from Oregon! Well my best friend Jessi is going to school there and I got really excited, so I called back... thinking it was going to be her. Well it rang a few times and someone answered. I had no idea who it was but the voice did sound familiar. So I asked" Who the heck is this"... than unexpectedly on the other line the voice Say "baby it's me"... I just froze!! I was like what? It was Josh!!! I had no words and just stood there... He was like hello... Sarah? hello... It took me a while to come back but my first word was "hi".. Then I just started tearing up! I haven't talked to him in three months! I asked him how he was calling me and he said he borrowed a random lady's phone from the bank on the base... He was allowed to call people now! He also passed the 40 mile hike, which he said was the hardest thing he has ever done! So as of Sunday, he is a marine, yay! He also got pushed up to !st rank which is the BEST! woo hoo! I was so happy to hear his voice! Even though we only talked for about ten minutes, it was so good to hear from him. That one phone call def. made my day!

tonight!!

Well tonight I am actually going out, which I haven't in a long time. Just been hanging out at friends houses and nothing really big. But I am actually dressing up, with the whole cute outfit thing , make-up, and my hair down!! Very excited!! I think I need it. Every know and then everyone needs to go out with their friends and have fun. Get everything out of their head that's stressful or depressing. It serious helps! Anyways first I am going out to eat at On the Border with my friend Dustin, just to talk and hang out! He is one of my friends I can pretty much tell anything without him judging me and understands a lot. Then I a going to go home get ready, first time in a while! Then go pick up my friends and go to senses. My friend Jamie just turned 18, but it seems she's older because she got married at 17 but thats a different story. So a bunch of people are going to go with us and celebrate! Real excited! plus she lives in North Carolina, so I do not get to see her a lot! So hopefully it turns out a good night! Usually when you plan out a night something goes wrong but if you go with the flow and do whatever comes in your mind works out fine. Funny how things like that work!! Then after all or that.... They want to go to a strip club... not my favorite thing to do but it is her birthday and she wonders what it is like at one... so of course they pick the Pony! That'll be interesting.. oh and I have work at 9... so I wonder how that is going to work out! :) That's the down side...

Yay! one more week!

Well Josh was planning on coming home next saturday but his step mom called me last Sunday to let me know that he is leaving right after the graduation!! That means he will be at my house probably around 8 on Friday night! Yay! one day less! I was so excited to hear that! So just one more week! I can't wait! I really hope the days go by faster! #months is a long time and I thought it would not be that hard but yeah I was def wrong!! After the 1st mouth I hated it and wanted him to come home! It funny when someone is gone for so long and you can't talk to them at all, only write letters to one another... you realize how much that one person means to you!! Plus though the letters I felt like I could write anything! Throughout our realationship I had a hard time opening up and it drove him crazy! But that was always hard for me to do with anyone! But lately I have and now I feel like I can tell him anything! I know that sounds weird but it really did help.... even though when he writes back it is always about the marines and what cool thing he did that week like shoot a rifle ( which he said is his girlfriend right now... yeah he's weird too) So we never talk about the same thing! But hopefully whan he returns Friday I can still open up and talk about everything! It feels good to let everything out with one person! It's like I have nothing to hide and I love that feeling!